hey yo!work wasn't dat bad today.was so busy cos of e promotion going on.i was e cashier in e afternoon and took over siti at e customer service counter at night.quite fun actually.den they all got their results today.most of them were not bad lah.esp qiuwen. happy for them.hope i'll be as happy as them next week.oyasuminasai...

So sian...i'll be alone at work for most of e time today.everybody's getting their results.(gd luck to u guys!).next week will be my turn...so scary.yesterday was probably my unhappiest day at work.i jus didnt feel like smiling until rose kept teasing me abt my toothpaste being to expensive izzit.jus dat got alot of things on my mind and everyone's talking abt quitting.so sad jus thinking abt dat.dun really wanna find another job but i've been feeling sian this week.and e stupid doris goh complain abt us in e office yesterday and threatened us saying dat one of us will be transferred out after stock take.if dat happens,i'm going to quit immediately.so far i'm ok with everything.never really get scolding before.i can ignore all e management shit and hypocrisy but i dun wan anyone of us to get transferred.i'll be so sad if siti and chantel quit.dun wanna quit before i get my results anyway.haiz...we'll see how after stock take.

this is e 2nd week in a row that i'm spending my off at home.super sianz...nothing much happened this week except for 2 outings.but feeling so disappointed...

17/2 met up with some of e guitar pple today.too bad e rest couldnt make it.so long never see them.found out that shenyao is working at marina mandarin.haha...i was supposed to be working there too.met yi xi earlier to accompany him to e m1 shop.this nostalgic guy cant forget his 3310.sigh~trust me,8250 is a better phone.after guirong,shenyao and chun boon came,we went to e pasta mania at funan.tink my appetite getting bigger.e baked rice cant fill me anymore.it was nice though.we walked to e esplanade after dinner.yi xi was busy taking photos all e way. haha...and i love e roof terrace.e view is so nice.tink we disturbed e peace and quiet of e many couples there.haha...enjoyed myself.and i had wad seems like my 1st face to face conversation with my cousin in a long time.i'm amazed...

21/2 supposed to meet up with e usual grp today.but hui,gary,iz and jy didnt come.so disappointed...its so hard to meet up.i didnt even noe iz wasnt coming until i called him at home.it was so fustrating at e mrt control.i was alone and we had trouble communicating.i felt so tired and fustrated at 1 pt dat i jus felt like walking off. i'm sorry,not blaming any of u.but we managed to settle for dinner at pasta fresca.nana looks so pretty with her rebonded hair.hope we can hav a decent outing soon...

had stock take training this week too.u all probably tink i'm siao but i'm pretty excited. tink it'll be a gd experience.received my xtra $12 yesterday too.so happy~and chantel's still as popular.now popular with both young and old.haha...chantel,u noe wad i'm talking abt rite?haha...cya guys at work!

havent posted in quite a while but i'm totally bored now.it isnt every week dat i get 3 off days but i've wasted 2 days at home.i dun like staying at home!sitting here,rotting in front of my com.had a sore throat since v-day which totally sucks.almost lost my voice yesterday and i got assigned to cashier somemore.was kind of scared after fri when i made so many mistakes.thot christina was goin to complain to e supervisor.pity angela,she still havent tried cashiering.
on thur,i ate lunch with les,wl and iz.den we went ling's hse to sit for awhile.so dun feel like going to work after dat.iz met me for dinner again.he ate with me,salinah and her supervisor.so super duper weird!dun mind eating with salinah dat much,as compared to uma.urgh!hope i dun hav to eat with her again.work otherwise has been quite ok.everyday tease poor chantel abt her abang.haha...she's so cute and fun to make fun of.but aini,jasmine and shah comfirm quitting at e end of e mth.so sad...
kk,enuf abt work.watched lost in translation last tue.quite a nice movie actually.it gets so funny when e americans and japanese cant understand each other.but too bad they dun hav subtitles for e jap dialogue.e gal in e story is lost abt wad to do with her life.kind of like many of us right now.results are coming out in a few weeks but i still havent decided wad to study in e uni.i dun wanna regret for e rest of my life.its so scary...
looking forward to e guitar outing tml.at least i noe i dun hav to stay at home.yay!
cya all soon...sayounara...

finally got my pay last sat.my 1st pay for my 1st job.so excited.but e pay not alot though.got ard $500 for 17 days of work.alot of pple like jasmin and aini planning to quit soon.it will be bored to stay on if everyone's quitting...i dun mind e job but e pay jus sucks.heard abt e misunderstanding btw salinah and uma today.over hu else but farihin again.is he really dat disirable?sigh...anyway now its so boring at work dat we're gosipping most of e time.cant wait to go back to cashiering.more fun...
hav been meeting quite alot of pple this past week.finally got to meet up with ling,yun and shiwen.yun,ur sis is sooo fair.she looks so different frm last time.had fun eating and catching up with ling.watched stuck on u this week too.its quite nice.e jokes are so lame!went out with shiwen yesterday.so long nv see her,both of us like become siao lidat.went to parkway and saw willie too.den dat gal say wanna walk to paya lebar mrt,say its very near.end up she wanted to go her cousin's hse.we walked all e way to old airport road!even e cousin say we siao.after dat still walk to ajunied mrt.havent walked so much in a long time.my legs were like goin to break when i got home.but nice to spend time with her.
read an email today.jus took out bits and pieces.sorry but its in chinese...mb i'll translate another time.
'gan qing zhen de hen wei miao.dang na ge ren xi huan ni de shi hou,ni bu jue de zi ji xi huan ta.dang ta fang qi de shi hou,ni que fa xian zi ji yi jing xi huan shang ta.dang ta ji ji de shi hou,wo wang wang bu zhi ke fou.wo zhen de xi huan ta ma?ye xu,wo hui yu dao geng hao de.ran e,dang ta bian de xiao ji,dang ta bian de hao xiang bu xi huan wo,wo que zhao ji le.ta shi bu shi yi wei wo bu hui xi huan ta ne?wo wan quan mei you zhe ge yi si.wo zhi shi bu xiang yi qie li de tai quai...wo bu xi huan tai nian de sheng huo,dan shi wo yi dan ai shang ta de shi hou,you bu shi de xi wang yu ta zao xi xiang chu.na wo...dao di zuo de dui bu dui?'
i lazy to go on anymore...sorry if today's blog sounds boring.ciao~

i was supposed to have cashier training today but they only let me be packer.sianz...but still better than being on e sales floor.haha...and i met up with ying yesterday!so long nv see her too.she had dinner with me,including my colleagues and limin.weirdest combi.anyway,i heard frm aini today dat irene poh is e new discipline officer of dmn!cant believe it.ling,ur bro sway liao ah.mr bernard got promoted to vice principle.haha...glad i'm not in dmn anymore

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hi all~been too lazy to come on net these 2 weeks so hav to blog all at one shot.sorry but this is goin to be long.shall start with last tue...
was shopping last tue for shiwen's present with iz and we went to holland village.it changed so much since i last went there.but my grandma says dat business is still bad. hope e new yr will bring in some business for them.anyway,we were at starbucks when this weird lady sat in e sofa opp ours.it was e same lady we saw at e airport last yr!how on earth could we meet her again?!i mean like is s'pore dat small?!!
she kept standing up and sitting down again.i couldnt stop laughing.more in disbelieve.last yr when we studied at e airport coffee xpress,she came and sat opp me and suddenly asked 'is changi airport safe?are terrorists goin to attack?' and i she looked really uneasy.luckily she went away after awhile.s'pore is full of weird pple!
cny new yr finally arrived!i've to admit,listening to all e new yr music in e store and seeing all e excited kids buying clothes have added to e new yr spirit.and most importantly,i get 3 days off!haha...had alot of fun this yr though e hongbao money was greatly reduced.won at gambling even though its only a little.but i missed taking e SAT. cant believe i got food poisoning.was so scared that nite i could only cry.i'm not goin to touch roti prata for a long time.wasted my sat off.and my money too.heard frm hui dat e test was easy too.haiz...
work with e new yr period over,there's hardly any customers now.time drags by sooo slowly.they are training me in cashiering now.its fun but its stressful. got alot of things to remember.and i totally suck at giftwrapping!thankfully no customers complain.now i jus listen in to e conversations btw e aunties and e osh kosh promoter.they are really nice pple.and its interesting listening to them talk.they tell me abt their family problems and things like how they dun trust their husband,divorce,malay families,e role of men and women...haha...kind of drama.its kind of sad too.like e things that they would try to endure so as not to divorce and save e children...wad has society come to?
today went to watch e last samurai with iz today.it is so cool!esp e fighting scenes.very realistic.ken watanabe is a really gd actor!he shd be e lead actor instead.haha...they was one saying in e show said by tom cruise but i forgot e exact phrase.sth abt 'you shall try...until ur destiny is revealed'.cantremember but i tink dat was cool.met hui on e streets after e show.miss u guys so much!when can we meet again?tks wl,for coming to visit me e other day.so long nv see u le.miss u so much too!
finally finished...is anyone still reading?haha...hope to see u all soon.oyasuminasai!happy new yr!

had my off on tue.i will be looking forward to this day frm now on.haha...had a fun time with iz and les.we were like eating e whole time.had lunch at east coast park and walked to gelare(is it spelled like that?) for waffles.yummy!it was a long walk and e sun was so hot that my shoulders were red when i got home.iz had his daily dose of coffee.he's like so addicted now. den we walked over to parkway to find ignatius and ate e chin chow downstairs.learnt that theo was leaving yesterday.sigh...didnt get to meet him at all.
anyway,abt e job,i dunno how long i can last.my mum said i'll quit within 3 days.sigh...e confidence she has in me.but i'm tired of standing for 7+ hrs.but its better than on e 1st day oredi.can serve customers though still a bit blur.found out that got quite a no of tpjc pple working in tamp.saw a s11 gal and shujun's fren jac during my break.they recognised me but we didnt wave.until e gal came over and talked to me.at nite was better.9pm was like e hospital visiting hrs for me.iz,my mum and jac came 1 after another.e senior staff was probably unhappy with me after dat but heck,i dun care.its funny how e tpjc pple i met will say hi now after we graduate even though we never talked before in sch.was thankful for e ride home in my dad's car.my mum commented that i was like a burden to everyone when i'm working.pple waiting and buying food for me.not that i want but i appreciate it.dun tink i'll get this kind of treatment again.haha...really hope to find a better job soon...

started work at isetan today.really cheap labour sia.i found out dat e basic pay is only $645.its only after they add e allowances dat e pay is $895.and e uniform sucks!it doesnt fit me.gary gave me a 5 out of 10.stupid guy...iz told him i working today and he came to find me.gave me such a shock.there were 6 other new staff.all 16 or 18 yrs old and ALL waiting for their 'o' results.i got assigned to e children's wear dept.yea... haha...basically jus stood there e whole day.and i only get a fixed tue off.tml off day!but now very difficult to meet u guys le.wl,if u working in tamp mus tell me k.
haiz...hope to find another job soon...
oh btw,e other job offer turned out to be a hoax.its jus as wl said--outdoor sales.and e gal who took me and siew was like an ah lian.supper attitude.waste my time going to e 'orientation'.too bad...e pay so gd.haiz...

jus saw yun and hui's new templates.so nice...*envious*mus really go and try dling the thing again.went out everyday this week and i'm super broke!bought 3 tops this week.went to e body world exhibition at expo with les and iz for the 2nd time.les and i actually got free tix after doing a survey.wad a nice surprise.haha...we ate at bk after dat and started talking abt all the mucus and vomit stories.not a very nice dinner topic but we laughed alot reminiscing on our pri sch days.
met the guys for lunch today den went to meet siew to go for job interview.i had actually accepted the isetan job oredi but the pay is quite low.only $875 basic.suppose to start on mon.this job pays $1000 at least and they said i'm accepted!now i hav 2 jobs.but my parents are having doubts abt the company.i admit their office doesnt look like an actual office at all.so small and dun hav a single com at all.its so...empty. haha...but e interviewer quite shuai.until siew couldnt pay attention to wad he say. suppose to go for orientation tml.sounds so lame.reminds me of last time in jc.haiz...dunno which job to reject.gd nite everyone!oyasuminasai!

2004 is here oredi.e last yr seems to have past so fast and i'm getting emotional again.haha...i'm a person who resists change and hangs on too much to e past.e past yr has been 1 mad rush studying for e 'A's and all e activities.e guitar cip,national day concert,sea carnival...i'm glad to be able to learn d-boating.i'll always remember e class practises and e outings after dat.and of cos my 1st medal!its e 1st time in my entire life dat i won a medal and i'm proud of that.made alot of frens in these 2 yrs of jc.not only dat,its weird but i became close to my sec sch frens only after we came jc.i became such close frens with hui,les,wl,yun,iz,gary and jy.u guys are simply great!i hope our frenship will last for yrs to come. hopefully we'll be able to meet frequently even after iz gets enlisted.and not forgetting ying,zk,xiuhui,serena,weiqiang, ignatius and all other dmn peeps.and all e guitar pple,my classmates frm s09 and previous s10 and all other frens,my frens' frens.haha...really glad to have met u pple.i was clearing my cupboard e other day and found all e photos,letters and movie and entrance tixs dat i kept since pri sch.haha...i'm a sentimental person. brings back all e sweet memories.last yr has oso been e yr of my happiest and saddest times.havent been on such a rollercoaster for as long as i can remember.and as we go into e new yr,new fears unfold as we are faced with more uncertainties.i still dunno wad to study in e uni.i cant help but feel a little sad too.i cant belive i'm saying this but i'll miss going to sch and seeing all my frens everyday.for e 1st time in like 15 yrs,i didnt hav to go to sch on 2nd jan and it feels kind of weird.everybody will be so busy to meet now with their jobs and later in e uni.e guys are going for ns and it will be even more impossible to meet them.goin to miss my kor. sigh...hope 2004 will be a great yr and i'll be a happier person.hope i can find a course i like and hope all my frens can keep in constant contact.all u frens,tks for giving me such happy memories and hope we'll have even more great times!
all e best to everyone for e new yr.may ur dreams come true! smilez always... : )
HaPpY NeW YeAr!!!

i've been hoping to change my blog hence this new one.so exciting,hui and yun jus got their blogs.now we can link to each other!haha...kk,here's a summary of today's events.i went for dinner with izhar,gary and zhikai.i'm the only gal again cos ying counldnt come.but we went to find her at ntuc. den we went cafe cartel to find hui.we met wanyu and layhwa again!so qiao.hui 'smuggled' me in to join them.laugh the whole nite sia.sokwan and meiting so funny.the guys came to meet us outside after dat.izhar surprised me with my bdae present--2 soft toys!really didnt expect dat.today's been a fun day.meet so many pple.haha...