seems like ages since i last blogged.nth much happening dats worth mentioning recently.
going to work is becoming more and more of a drag.siti quit last fri and chantel's quitting on wed.i'll feel so bored.now siti not ard oredi got so many things to do.hav been doin alot of return stock these few days.so tiring...esp for dat frasindo.i seem stuck with that brand.y do all e stock hav to come at e same time?and jenny lim keep asking e baby staff to go down to be in charge of e mogu.dun they noe we're short of staff?but i like e mogu though.but after seeing wad pple do to e display sets,jus warn u pple,never take e display sets.so absolutely disgusting!den now always different shift frm chantel.sadz...went out with siti before she went to work on e last day.went all e way to compass pt and she ended up late.haha...had fun...

i went for e s09 gathering at les's hse on sat.felt kinda guilty for not goin for my family gathering.now always nv eat with them.had a bbq at les's hse.didnt see most of them for so long.e guys look better after goin army.finally got to catch up with shiwen.so many secrets to tell.haha...hopefully can get in e same uni as her den can be room mates.
went to bugis with her yesterday.spent alot on food.haha...after dinner,we walked past swensen's den jus decided to go in for ice cream.siao one.haha...

hope things will be better.luv ya~

haiz...i'm so so messed up right now.dunno wad to do.i got letters from both ntu and nus.nus gave me an early offer for science fac,which is gd.but i hav to apply by 4th may!like huh...so fast.mb its not so gd to get an offer so early afterall.and i got offered for bio science in ntu.simply cant believe it!firstly,they didnt even bother to interview me for mass comm.secondly,they actually granted me bio sci in which i hav zero bio background and only has 80 places compared to e 180 in mass comm.but now,i dunno whether to accept e bio sci or do a chem degree in nus.chem is sth i'm familar and comfortable with.bio sci is sth i had interest in but its kinda scary cos i dunno if i can sustain e interest when i actually try it.but e job prospects seem better than getting a chem degree.everybody seems to think its not very gd.cos it doesnt hav much of a specialisation i guess.but i went down to ntu today and it kinda puts me off.i dun like e environment.e buildings look old and grey and e place jus seem so boring.besides its sooo far.nus is more vibrant.e campus is much better and makes me feel dat i wanna study there.but i dunno.i hav less than a week to decide cos hav to send e cheque to them by e application date.argh!e letter alone took almost 5 days to arrive lor.wth...how??

btw,i agreed to extend my contract at isetan.everybody thinks its stupid but dun care lah.jus goin to work for another mth i guess.had my 1st shortage dat day.sad sia...but janet and e rest helped me so i 'balanced'.concourse has been a gd experience.but chantel told me dat we kena complain letter today.customer say we went together to look for stock for stroller together and took 20 mins.say we took our own sweet time.cannot be lor.wth.and on her 2nd visit,she ask us to look for stock for dress and we cant find.but siti found it in less than 5 mins.suay sia...dunno which customer so free.come piss me off at this time.couldnt care less lah.

hey yun and ling,it was nice meeting up with u 2 today.hope to cya soon and gd luck for ur exams!

hmm...my off finally came.dun really like fri off.seem to hav to wait so long for it.anyway, hav been sick this week.was using up all e toilet paper at e cash counter.my super ask if i wanted to extend my contract.need to give her an ans by tml.dun really noe if i shd continue.cos i'll be alone.wont be fun w/o siti and chantel.sadz...wan to try finding a new job but at this period,it seems difficult to be able to find a 2 mths one.it'll be gd to try sth new.but cant believe dat i'm actually considering to continue.how many times in e past hav we wanted to quit but we still stayed on.my super was saying 'dun hav to see them,stay for e money'. haha...like chantel said,if we were working for e money,we would hav quit ages ago. everybody keep asking y i work there in e 1st place.i dunno.but e pple are simply great.e temp staff and e pple in my dept are anyway.even gloria and 'sao ya' hav been very nice to us now.and inthra doesnt seem so bad anymore.haiz...to quit or not to quit...

been kinda lazy to blog now.probably bore anyone's hu's reading anyway.been so pissed off at work the past week.we new staff always get blamed for everything.really dont wanna see siti cry again.they jus give us everything to do and when sth goes wrong,we get e blame.getting tired of anisah.she always does things halfway.gave me her work to do.didnt really mind but i was really pissed off when it sounded like i didnt do my job.lucky rose noes e truth.and today's e last day of many pple.goin to miss xinyi,hui zhen and e crappy abang of chantel's.haha...but now i'm having more meals alone.dun really like it.i started e cashier by myself today.did it for e 1st time.proud of myself.hehe...but didnt balance.on a happier note,i got my pay today!such a long wait of 1 mth.tink i shd be finishing my contract.hope e irene wont piss me off.and i really dun wanna combine with e ladies dept.

enuf abt work...iz is goin into e army tml.gonna feel weird without his teasing.e whole grp,with e addition of omar went to eat at e OA cafe.our last grp outing was like eons ago.its a miracle dat everyone can make it today.though it seems funny dat e guys were talking like iz is goin to die or sth.we went swensen's for ice cream but not everybody ate so it was quite sian.dat silly hui tried to tie e cherry stem in a knot with her tounge.and without surprise,she failed.wonder when's e next time we can meet...

i applied for uni yesterday.put sci and mass comm as my choices for nus and ntu respectively.but up till now,i cant say i'm really sure dats wad i wan.dun wanna think anymore.i'm tired,i'm confused.my mind is in a mess.dont wanna think abt anything anymore...this is bludolph,signing off...

hmm...so many things to say but dunno where to start.tink i shall backtrack.haha...went to watch 'my girl' with hui,ling,iz,gary,jy and tius yesterday.it was quite boring at 1st but it was very funny.e ending was quite sad and touching.den we went east link mall to eat and talk after dat.long time nv see e guys.heard dat one of e guys frm dmn passed away last tue.heard it was a viral infection.so shocking lor.i mean we're so young.and he jus got his 'a' level results too.made me realise dat anything can happen to us...

chantel,anishia and i oso bought e same top frm converse but all different colour.got 35% off including staff discount.rose was so nice.she lent us her card and said we could pay her back at e end of e mth.and sun will be anishia's last day.anishia,i'll miss u so much.my lunch partner loh.all e best for ur appeals yah.dun worry too much.and cant wait for e staff purchase dats coming.25% off.havent found sth to buy yet.hee...

on wed,i finally hav sth to do at work.got new stock for seed.haha...e denim skirt so nice lor.haha...it'll always be my fave brand.chantel and i were like so excited.we were packing e store when we did sth incredibly stupid.seriously not our fault lor.haiz...chantel,i havent told anybody abt it yet.feel like getting it out but cant.after work,siti came to meet me and me and chantel pulled her back to isetan.we wanted to show her e seed clothes.and she was wearing e seed denim dress!me and chantel went to try e clothes for fun.lol...cant believe i did dat and i could actually wear it.but e skirt was like damn short.e toga and skirt looked nice on chantel though.even nicer than e real mango denim skirt.lol...we showed told rose and jo and they ask us to reserve lah.haha...how i wish e skirt got bigger size.

we didnt hav time to pack finish e stock so there was still one carton left in e store.den they said e big boss frm japan coming and hav to clear e clothes off e racks. i dun understand lor.most of e racks look neat enuf oredi.anyway,i had to clear so much clothes,there was hardly any space left in e store.and e wagon cabinets were full too.so obviously i didnt take out e seed clothes.but jo left a msg on e schedule to me and chantel today,asking us to clear e stock.den wonder if we can see.funny lor she.

kk,goin to sleep now.tml early shift with siti!oyasuminasai!

didnt hav time to blog on sat but anyway sat turned out to be quite fun.i met up with siew and izhar to go for e nus open house.surprisingly e journey was quite short.abt an hr i tink.we met sokwan,hui and e rest on e way.at e sports hall where all e faculty booths were,i saw alot of familar faces.mostly were dmn pple.saw some sea sports pple frm tpjc.den shiwen and her sis joined us.her sis looks like she's e older one.lol...e booths were so full of pple dat i barely squeezed thru to e science booth but there's nobody to talk to and i ended up stuck inside.siew and iz were like laughing at me lor.anyway,i, jus wasted my time there.didnt go for any talks too.regret dat i nv go ntu.but its like so damn far.i prefer nus's location and system dat u get 2 courses and e chance of changing it at e end of yr 1 but i tink ntu's courses might be better.haiz...cant decide.and nus like so difficult to find a place to eat.i found dat they only hav 4 canteens.worse than poly lor.we couldnt get on e bus out of nus cos it was packed with pple and there were hardly any cabs too.i waited half an hr jus to get on e stupid bus.me and iz joined wanyu,layhwa,weiqiang, kwokjian and benny after a late lunch at 4!so hungry!we went to west coast park.its so small.e stretch of sea is so miserable and instead of e beach,its replaced by a sand pit.we sat down and talk and didnt realise dat our pants were all brown frm e mud.lol...e clouds turned dark grey so we left and no sooner when we reached e bus stop,it started raining heavily with raindrops so big and falling hard.e guys were very sweet and thay stood on e outside to protect us frm e rain.we tried getting 2 cabs to city hall but there were hardly any empty cabs.and now layhwa has all e nos to every cab company.all e lines were engaged btw.tink there's sth abt cab drivers in e west.all of them got attitude problem!all e empty cabs jus whizzed past us.1 driver was even smoking as he drove.we had to walk out a long distance to take bus back to clementi. and it doesnt help dat layhwa is super scared of lightning.had to make hui wait alone for so long.sorry hui.and sakae sushi was full.but we ate at e sushi restaurant outside funan.it has thai and korean food too.quite nice.weiqiang took a plate of fried fish,supposedly ikan bilis.it was so nice!and not to mention dat some of
e waiters are quite gd looking.but some look very gay too.lol...today my meals seems to be at weird timings sia.we ate until e restaurant closed den went chimes to walk.walk until got no place to go.haha...had a really fun day.till next time,gd nite!

finally got my results yesterday!waited 3 mths for this piece of paper.didnt wanna stay at home to wait so i met siti in e morn.we walked ard so many shops trying clothes.lol...we even went to metro children's sect looking for e 'itsy bitsy' dress.den i bought lunch up to ling's hse.dat gal too lazy to go out liao.ling,ur sofa very comfortable lor.always feel like sleeping there.met iz after his prayers and went to sch together.all e army guys so different liao lor.didnt recognise weixiong and bryan though they were standing beside me in e bus.everybody was so anxious in e hall yet dat stupid principal(forgot her name) still take her time reading e statistics.i got ABC and B3 for GP.cant believe it lor.really happy for e GP.even wendy goh was so happy for me.hav to thank her and iz.most of e rest did quite well too.sadly,iz didnt.he say he's glad for e pass but tink he's hiding it.anyway,i went out with e dmn pple after dat.surprised dat e class gals nv go out together.we ate at pizza hut.all 14 of us!its e biggest grp i ate with i tink.now hav to tink wad to study in uni.haiz...really dunno sia.

siti told me dat they sacked angela too.though she wanted to quit earlier,its different when u get sacked.felt dat they shdnt do it lor.mb its her work attitude ba.now left me,chantel and siti.but joyce can really serve customers very well.so sweet too.feel a bit paiseh today when she can lower e walker and i couldnt.

jo put me to cashier again this afternoon.today so funny lor.chantel asked me for help to do transfer for a box of shoes.i said hav to paste e sticker but wasnt sure where.anyway,it was pasted right across e box!lol...jo came and asked hu paste until lidat.den four of us including siti was laughing like siao at e cashier.didnt even care dat pek hoon was there.so glad jo is our supervisor.

after work,ling came to isetan to find me so i went back in.turns out dat she noes e king koil promoter there.e one whom hui zhen say his hair look like bird's nest.so funny!ling,sorry for leaving u alone for so long.

today's jenn's last day.so sad lor.jenn,i'm gonna miss u.she kept goin on and on abt her 16min 21sec conversation with hongming and how cute he was.still say dun like him anymore.buay tahan.haha...den she got e mcdonald's manager to give me,chantel and her a free twist each.haha...e mc's pple are prob gonna miss u too. hehe...treat e pic i gave u as my parting give ba.haha...

it has been quite an eventful week.first time had to do ot at work.so tiring lor.finally got my pay on sat.but they deducted $104 for my sun mc.heartache sia...chantel and co,after i read ur blogs,i almost feel like adding all e 'can' at e end of my sentence.lol...shall control myself.this week we were busy with stock take.didnt noe wad all e fuss was abt.didnt tink it was as difficult as wad e seniors were saying.but at least it gave us sth to do.but it was quite chaotic on wed.pple frm all depts came to help us.and my partner,mas frm accounts ,was like telling sharon not to puit her here next time.lol...oh yah,there's this new gal joyce.she sort of replaced aini in our dept.so sad,i miss aini.hope this new gal wont affect our places in our dept.but this week so many pple leaving.so sian...
went out with hui and ling yesterday.so long nv see hui oredi.took them to e cafe at killiney road.e food damn cheap.had a fun day yesterday.
results are coming out in abt 4 hrs!haiz...i'm not really scared yet but i really dun look forward to it.dunno wad to expect...dun tink i'll do well actually.everyone was wishing me luck yesterday.tks u guys...but its not gonna affect e results anyway.hope i'll be as happy as u all were last week.ciao~hope i'll hav gd news.*crossing fingers*

hey yo!work wasn't dat bad today.was so busy cos of e promotion going on.i was e cashier in e afternoon and took over siti at e customer service counter at night.quite fun actually.den they all got their results today.most of them were not bad lah.esp qiuwen. happy for them.hope i'll be as happy as them next week.oyasuminasai...

So sian...i'll be alone at work for most of e time today.everybody's getting their results.(gd luck to u guys!).next week will be my turn...so scary.yesterday was probably my unhappiest day at work.i jus didnt feel like smiling until rose kept teasing me abt my toothpaste being to expensive izzit.jus dat got alot of things on my mind and everyone's talking abt quitting.so sad jus thinking abt dat.dun really wanna find another job but i've been feeling sian this week.and e stupid doris goh complain abt us in e office yesterday and threatened us saying dat one of us will be transferred out after stock take.if dat happens,i'm going to quit immediately.so far i'm ok with everything.never really get scolding before.i can ignore all e management shit and hypocrisy but i dun wan anyone of us to get transferred.i'll be so sad if siti and chantel quit.dun wanna quit before i get my results anyway.haiz...we'll see how after stock take.

this is e 2nd week in a row that i'm spending my off at home.super sianz...nothing much happened this week except for 2 outings.but feeling so disappointed...

17/2 met up with some of e guitar pple today.too bad e rest couldnt make it.so long never see them.found out that shenyao is working at marina mandarin.haha...i was supposed to be working there too.met yi xi earlier to accompany him to e m1 shop.this nostalgic guy cant forget his 3310.sigh~trust me,8250 is a better phone.after guirong,shenyao and chun boon came,we went to e pasta mania at funan.tink my appetite getting bigger.e baked rice cant fill me anymore.it was nice though.we walked to e esplanade after dinner.yi xi was busy taking photos all e way. haha...and i love e roof terrace.e view is so nice.tink we disturbed e peace and quiet of e many couples there.haha...enjoyed myself.and i had wad seems like my 1st face to face conversation with my cousin in a long time.i'm amazed...

21/2 supposed to meet up with e usual grp today.but hui,gary,iz and jy didnt come.so disappointed...its so hard to meet up.i didnt even noe iz wasnt coming until i called him at home.it was so fustrating at e mrt control.i was alone and we had trouble communicating.i felt so tired and fustrated at 1 pt dat i jus felt like walking off. i'm sorry,not blaming any of u.but we managed to settle for dinner at pasta fresca.nana looks so pretty with her rebonded hair.hope we can hav a decent outing soon...

had stock take training this week too.u all probably tink i'm siao but i'm pretty excited. tink it'll be a gd experience.received my xtra $12 yesterday too.so happy~and chantel's still as popular.now popular with both young and old.haha...chantel,u noe wad i'm talking abt rite?haha...cya guys at work!

havent posted in quite a while but i'm totally bored now.it isnt every week dat i get 3 off days but i've wasted 2 days at home.i dun like staying at home!sitting here,rotting in front of my com.had a sore throat since v-day which totally sucks.almost lost my voice yesterday and i got assigned to cashier somemore.was kind of scared after fri when i made so many mistakes.thot christina was goin to complain to e supervisor.pity angela,she still havent tried cashiering.
on thur,i ate lunch with les,wl and iz.den we went ling's hse to sit for awhile.so dun feel like going to work after dat.iz met me for dinner again.he ate with me,salinah and her supervisor.so super duper weird!dun mind eating with salinah dat much,as compared to uma.urgh!hope i dun hav to eat with her again.work otherwise has been quite ok.everyday tease poor chantel abt her abang.haha...she's so cute and fun to make fun of.but aini,jasmine and shah comfirm quitting at e end of e mth.so sad...
kk,enuf abt work.watched lost in translation last tue.quite a nice movie actually.it gets so funny when e americans and japanese cant understand each other.but too bad they dun hav subtitles for e jap dialogue.e gal in e story is lost abt wad to do with her life.kind of like many of us right now.results are coming out in a few weeks but i still havent decided wad to study in e uni.i dun wanna regret for e rest of my life.its so scary...
looking forward to e guitar outing tml.at least i noe i dun hav to stay at home.yay!
cya all soon...sayounara...

finally got my pay last sat.my 1st pay for my 1st job.so excited.but e pay not alot though.got ard $500 for 17 days of work.alot of pple like jasmin and aini planning to quit soon.it will be bored to stay on if everyone's quitting...i dun mind e job but e pay jus sucks.heard abt e misunderstanding btw salinah and uma today.over hu else but farihin again.is he really dat disirable?sigh...anyway now its so boring at work dat we're gosipping most of e time.cant wait to go back to cashiering.more fun...
hav been meeting quite alot of pple this past week.finally got to meet up with ling,yun and shiwen.yun,ur sis is sooo fair.she looks so different frm last time.had fun eating and catching up with ling.watched stuck on u this week too.its quite nice.e jokes are so lame!went out with shiwen yesterday.so long nv see her,both of us like become siao lidat.went to parkway and saw willie too.den dat gal say wanna walk to paya lebar mrt,say its very near.end up she wanted to go her cousin's hse.we walked all e way to old airport road!even e cousin say we siao.after dat still walk to ajunied mrt.havent walked so much in a long time.my legs were like goin to break when i got home.but nice to spend time with her.
read an email today.jus took out bits and pieces.sorry but its in chinese...mb i'll translate another time.
'gan qing zhen de hen wei miao.dang na ge ren xi huan ni de shi hou,ni bu jue de zi ji xi huan ta.dang ta fang qi de shi hou,ni que fa xian zi ji yi jing xi huan shang ta.dang ta ji ji de shi hou,wo wang wang bu zhi ke fou.wo zhen de xi huan ta ma?ye xu,wo hui yu dao geng hao de.ran e,dang ta bian de xiao ji,dang ta bian de hao xiang bu xi huan wo,wo que zhao ji le.ta shi bu shi yi wei wo bu hui xi huan ta ne?wo wan quan mei you zhe ge yi si.wo zhi shi bu xiang yi qie li de tai quai...wo bu xi huan tai nian de sheng huo,dan shi wo yi dan ai shang ta de shi hou,you bu shi de xi wang yu ta zao xi xiang chu.na wo...dao di zuo de dui bu dui?'
i lazy to go on anymore...sorry if today's blog sounds boring.ciao~

i was supposed to have cashier training today but they only let me be packer.sianz...but still better than being on e sales floor.haha...and i met up with ying yesterday!so long nv see her too.she had dinner with me,including my colleagues and limin.weirdest combi.anyway,i heard frm aini today dat irene poh is e new discipline officer of dmn!cant believe it.ling,ur bro sway liao ah.mr bernard got promoted to vice principle.haha...glad i'm not in dmn anymore

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hi all~been too lazy to come on net these 2 weeks so hav to blog all at one shot.sorry but this is goin to be long.shall start with last tue...
was shopping last tue for shiwen's present with iz and we went to holland village.it changed so much since i last went there.but my grandma says dat business is still bad. hope e new yr will bring in some business for them.anyway,we were at starbucks when this weird lady sat in e sofa opp ours.it was e same lady we saw at e airport last yr!how on earth could we meet her again?!i mean like is s'pore dat small?!!
she kept standing up and sitting down again.i couldnt stop laughing.more in disbelieve.last yr when we studied at e airport coffee xpress,she came and sat opp me and suddenly asked 'is changi airport safe?are terrorists goin to attack?' and i she looked really uneasy.luckily she went away after awhile.s'pore is full of weird pple!
cny new yr finally arrived!i've to admit,listening to all e new yr music in e store and seeing all e excited kids buying clothes have added to e new yr spirit.and most importantly,i get 3 days off!haha...had alot of fun this yr though e hongbao money was greatly reduced.won at gambling even though its only a little.but i missed taking e SAT. cant believe i got food poisoning.was so scared that nite i could only cry.i'm not goin to touch roti prata for a long time.wasted my sat off.and my money too.heard frm hui dat e test was easy too.haiz...
work with e new yr period over,there's hardly any customers now.time drags by sooo slowly.they are training me in cashiering now.its fun but its stressful. got alot of things to remember.and i totally suck at giftwrapping!thankfully no customers complain.now i jus listen in to e conversations btw e aunties and e osh kosh promoter.they are really nice pple.and its interesting listening to them talk.they tell me abt their family problems and things like how they dun trust their husband,divorce,malay families,e role of men and women...haha...kind of drama.its kind of sad too.like e things that they would try to endure so as not to divorce and save e children...wad has society come to?
today went to watch e last samurai with iz today.it is so cool!esp e fighting scenes.very realistic.ken watanabe is a really gd actor!he shd be e lead actor instead.haha...they was one saying in e show said by tom cruise but i forgot e exact phrase.sth abt 'you shall try...until ur destiny is revealed'.cantremember but i tink dat was cool.met hui on e streets after e show.miss u guys so much!when can we meet again?tks wl,for coming to visit me e other day.so long nv see u le.miss u so much too!
finally finished...is anyone still reading?haha...hope to see u all soon.oyasuminasai!happy new yr!

had my off on tue.i will be looking forward to this day frm now on.haha...had a fun time with iz and les.we were like eating e whole time.had lunch at east coast park and walked to gelare(is it spelled like that?) for waffles.yummy!it was a long walk and e sun was so hot that my shoulders were red when i got home.iz had his daily dose of coffee.he's like so addicted now. den we walked over to parkway to find ignatius and ate e chin chow downstairs.learnt that theo was leaving yesterday.sigh...didnt get to meet him at all.
anyway,abt e job,i dunno how long i can last.my mum said i'll quit within 3 days.sigh...e confidence she has in me.but i'm tired of standing for 7+ hrs.but its better than on e 1st day oredi.can serve customers though still a bit blur.found out that got quite a no of tpjc pple working in tamp.saw a s11 gal and shujun's fren jac during my break.they recognised me but we didnt wave.until e gal came over and talked to me.at nite was better.9pm was like e hospital visiting hrs for me.iz,my mum and jac came 1 after another.e senior staff was probably unhappy with me after dat but heck,i dun care.its funny how e tpjc pple i met will say hi now after we graduate even though we never talked before in sch.was thankful for e ride home in my dad's car.my mum commented that i was like a burden to everyone when i'm working.pple waiting and buying food for me.not that i want but i appreciate it.dun tink i'll get this kind of treatment again.haha...really hope to find a better job soon...

started work at isetan today.really cheap labour sia.i found out dat e basic pay is only $645.its only after they add e allowances dat e pay is $895.and e uniform sucks!it doesnt fit me.gary gave me a 5 out of 10.stupid guy...iz told him i working today and he came to find me.gave me such a shock.there were 6 other new staff.all 16 or 18 yrs old and ALL waiting for their 'o' results.i got assigned to e children's wear dept.yea... haha...basically jus stood there e whole day.and i only get a fixed tue off.tml off day!but now very difficult to meet u guys le.wl,if u working in tamp mus tell me k.
haiz...hope to find another job soon...
oh btw,e other job offer turned out to be a hoax.its jus as wl said--outdoor sales.and e gal who took me and siew was like an ah lian.supper attitude.waste my time going to e 'orientation'.too bad...e pay so gd.haiz...

jus saw yun and hui's new templates.so nice...*envious*mus really go and try dling the thing again.went out everyday this week and i'm super broke!bought 3 tops this week.went to e body world exhibition at expo with les and iz for the 2nd time.les and i actually got free tix after doing a survey.wad a nice surprise.haha...we ate at bk after dat and started talking abt all the mucus and vomit stories.not a very nice dinner topic but we laughed alot reminiscing on our pri sch days.
met the guys for lunch today den went to meet siew to go for job interview.i had actually accepted the isetan job oredi but the pay is quite low.only $875 basic.suppose to start on mon.this job pays $1000 at least and they said i'm accepted!now i hav 2 jobs.but my parents are having doubts abt the company.i admit their office doesnt look like an actual office at all.so small and dun hav a single com at all.its so...empty. haha...but e interviewer quite shuai.until siew couldnt pay attention to wad he say. suppose to go for orientation tml.sounds so lame.reminds me of last time in jc.haiz...dunno which job to reject.gd nite everyone!oyasuminasai!

2004 is here oredi.e last yr seems to have past so fast and i'm getting emotional again.haha...i'm a person who resists change and hangs on too much to e past.e past yr has been 1 mad rush studying for e 'A's and all e activities.e guitar cip,national day concert,sea carnival...i'm glad to be able to learn d-boating.i'll always remember e class practises and e outings after dat.and of cos my 1st medal!its e 1st time in my entire life dat i won a medal and i'm proud of that.made alot of frens in these 2 yrs of jc.not only dat,its weird but i became close to my sec sch frens only after we came jc.i became such close frens with hui,les,wl,yun,iz,gary and jy.u guys are simply great!i hope our frenship will last for yrs to come. hopefully we'll be able to meet frequently even after iz gets enlisted.and not forgetting ying,zk,xiuhui,serena,weiqiang, ignatius and all other dmn peeps.and all e guitar pple,my classmates frm s09 and previous s10 and all other frens,my frens' frens.haha...really glad to have met u pple.i was clearing my cupboard e other day and found all e photos,letters and movie and entrance tixs dat i kept since pri sch.haha...i'm a sentimental person. brings back all e sweet memories.last yr has oso been e yr of my happiest and saddest times.havent been on such a rollercoaster for as long as i can remember.and as we go into e new yr,new fears unfold as we are faced with more uncertainties.i still dunno wad to study in e uni.i cant help but feel a little sad too.i cant belive i'm saying this but i'll miss going to sch and seeing all my frens everyday.for e 1st time in like 15 yrs,i didnt hav to go to sch on 2nd jan and it feels kind of weird.everybody will be so busy to meet now with their jobs and later in e uni.e guys are going for ns and it will be even more impossible to meet them.goin to miss my kor. sigh...hope 2004 will be a great yr and i'll be a happier person.hope i can find a course i like and hope all my frens can keep in constant contact.all u frens,tks for giving me such happy memories and hope we'll have even more great times!
all e best to everyone for e new yr.may ur dreams come true! smilez always... : )
HaPpY NeW YeAr!!!