argh...i feel terrible~ woke up with 2 swollen eyes and a body full of rashes this morn. i scared myself looking in the mirror. so damn itchy! and the red patches are so damn ugly! dunno wad's wrong. i nv had any allergies. i'm so not going to step out of the hse today. cant face anyone in my state. hai...
had my jap class on thur. the new yr's make up is on next sat at 9am. so early~ hope can go hui's hall stay. so long nv bunk with my dear. haha... now jap is getting more difficult. all the different sentence structures and long words. a simple 'i didnt study' is said as ' iie, benkyou shimasendeshita'. is dat long or wad. and all the timings and prices are driving me crazy. dun like numbers... but jap is still fun. nth much to study. haha... and dorcas taught me how to say 0 to 10 in french! so fun. but i dun tink i'll learn e language. its so difficult. the pronounciation and spelling is so different.
hoping the rashes will go away asap...

Whew, the past 3 days have been jam packed, especially yesterday! Was out the whole of yesterday. And i finally did my new yr clothes shopping. Still can buy more. haha... shopped for shiwen's present in bugis with meizhen on thur. bought this perfume, really nice and sweet smell. then the lady sprayed another perfume on my wrist. spray so much~ the scent took 2 hrs to wear off and start smelling nice.
yesterday, i went for the t4 gathering. we went for the dim sum buffet at miramar hotel. the food was ok but the service wasnt so gd. it wasnt as bad as i thought. then they started being lame and came up with alot of biological pick up lines. things like 'i'm an enzyme, will u be my substrate?' and 'u are like my mitochondria, without u, i wont have the power to live'. ok, i noe its lame but its quite funny. then us 7 gals squeezed into lian ya's car to go orchard where i met up with mum and aaron. tried alot of new yr goodies at the fair. then one of the promoters recognised me as dmn senior. so surprised. (ling,it was ur red cross junior, shi xian or sth.) after dat went for S09 gathering at hongxuan's hse. damn funny lor, they bought all the bbq stuff but not the fire starters. the fire didnt get going till quite late. but it was fun, seeing all the gals. was so tired when i got home. david,lucky i didnt join u all for cycling. i'm not exactly a morning person. haha...

Went out with the dmn pple today. Hui, yun, ling, gary, izhar and jy. Its been a long time since we last went out together. Actually planned to watch movie at PS. But yun and iz watched Meet The Fockers le. The rest doesnt seem interesting. Sianz... So we went to TCC at cineleisure. The environment and drinks were nice except for hui's. She mixed her raspberry and coffee layers in the drink and it turned out...weird. Went shopping after that and the guys just stood outside the shops talking. Didnt really talk to them today and felt bad that they always have to wait outside. Dont like to go shopping with guys. Orchard was so crowded~ and i havent bought my new yr clothes. Hai...no time le. Gary and jy left after dinner and we went shopping at bugis. Still i returned home empty handed...Dont like shopping with crowds.
School has been boring at times. The days seem so long especially after the long journey. But i've more or less gotten used to it, sleeping on the journey or reading manga. Its interesting to watch the people on the train sometimes. This sem, i'm beginning to talk to more people and andre's group has just asked me to join them for a dim sum buffet outing. Was quite surprised since i only talk to her or renchun. Jap class has been fun. I hope we get to learn more.
I also found out alot more people who blog. Its getting more and more popular. But i find that the things that i blog about are just mundane things about my life. Which is nothing interesting. But well, its just some kind of outlet for me. Dont really have to care about it i guess. But i shall try to write about more meaningful stuff. Till then, sayounara~

hmm...i have alot to say in this entry. first let me say that i jus had one of my best bdae ever. cos i actually managed to meet up with all my close frens and received alot of gifts too. most importantly, i have gained back the 2 friendships which i thought i really have lost. and i'm jus really happy abt that.i met up with shiwen and meizhen last thur and had dinner with my family at crystal jade. the claypot chicken there is nice~
but the bbq on new yr's eve was more or less a flop. it was raining most of the time. the guys were bbqing with umbrellas. yun and nana left so early. but the weather was ok after they left. talked to ying and gary most of the nite. but i left hungry. then weiyong's frens were at the chalet, me and hui didnt feel like staying anymore. felt so tired so i went home with gary,ying and les. i was hoping i could catch the last episode of inuyasha but it turned midnite jus as i reach home. so tired~
now is the new yr of 2005 and i hope that this will be a great yr for all of us. i have alot of wishes this yr. i'm greedy. haha... i hope that all my frens will remain close to me. i hope that i can be happy. i hope that i can do well in sch. i hope for everyone to be healthy. i hope this yr will be better than the last. think thats about wad everyone wants. sianz...tml starting sch~ i'm happy that i got my jap elective. on a more serious note, i feel really sad for the victims of the tsunami. i have never been more touched by any news than this one. this tragedy happened so close to home and people i know luckily escaped unscathed. i shudder to think what would have happened if they were caught in it. so this goes out to all the victims. may you all rest in peace...
happy new year everyone~

i'm 19 today. sigh...18 sure sounds nicer. haha... this week was full of treats and dinners. i had my last day of work on tue. my dear colleagues ordered pizza and kfc to treat me and the other part time guy from the shipping dept. $120 worth of food for 10 pple... couldn't finish all that food. then i met yixi and guirong for dinner. they insisted on giving me a treat at marche. but i was still full from lunch so didnt eat much. but at least i dont feel so bad. haha... we went to esplanade and slacked at the roof terrace. its become one of my fave places. then we walked down to raffles place to take the mrt. had a great time catching up with them.
yesterday, i met up with the gals for dinner at pasta mania. they gave me a bag for a present. tks all of u.love ya hui put it in a pure milk shoulder bag. she wont help me carry~ i look weird carrying a shoulder bag and a sling bag. call herself my dear. haha... cya all tml for the bbq~

Christmas is here~ had an enjoyable day at office yesterday. received so many presents and the christmas lunch was very nice. the lasagna was superb. i was surprised that my colleagues even gave me presents. only worked there for like 2 weeks.but it has been boring these two days. no work orders came in cos of the holidays in the france main branch. got nth to do besides filing. sian... looking forward to the family party tml~
Merry Christmas everyone!

just got back from work today. had an admin job at loyang. and it sucked!! i was doing filing for most of the day. so sian... they gave me piles and piles of invoices to sort out and file in the oredi overloaded files. sickening... only until the last hr did they give me a stack of reciepts to key into the com. had to rush thru everything so dat i dont have to do OT. i'm so not going to enjoy this job. 2 weeks and 4 days to go...
checked my results just now. so happy i passed everything. woohoo~ got B for biophysics, organic chem and biochem. got C for modern bio and computing. i was quite disappointed in organic chem and computing. didnt finish the organic paper. sigh... but i'm just glad i passed modern bio!
went out with the gals yesterday to celebrate yun's bdae. had lunch at swensons. too bad i was too full for ice cream. haha... used to go to the airport branch to celebrate my bdaes when i was young. we gave yun a pink leaf-shaped lamp. very nice~ though the box was kinda big. but at least we helped her carry. so gd of us rite? haha... happy bdae yun!

had quite an enjoyable day today. met up with ying, xiuhui and zhikai and watched the national treasure. that zhikai was sooo late. me and ying called him at 1 and he was still at home at 1.40! sigh...why i got this kind of kor. then xiuhui left to meet pey pey and gang. havent seen all of them in a long time. now pey's hair so short, but her character still nv change. haha...xiao la jiao. saw nana and ling at tm too. so many pple, really headache. lucky not working at isetan. see them so busy... anyway, too bad the guys didnt meet up with us. havent seen them in a long long time. heard that izhar grew taller. haha... that stupid gary lah. last min say not coming again. am looking forward to the bbq on new yr's eve!
oh yah, i went for the secret shopper thing again yesterday. nearly couldnt find the office. thot i went the wrong place until mark came. phew... i finished the shops quite fast today and i can finally join in the guys' conversation at lunch today. sam showed me his antique camera, so cool! no need batteries. u have to turn the film urself so it allows for alot of tricks. and the camera is loaded with black and white film. didnt noe there's such a thing. and i caught someone at funan. felt quite bad after that. cos he actually did promoted original software. just that when i sort of pestered him a bit to help me install pirated software, he obliged. i was surprised, cos mark said that this shop will be no prob, reputable shop selling IBM notebooks. he somemore gave me his namecard. so it got attached along with my report. the guys were saying that its cos i'm a gal, thats y he agreed to help. but at least he wont get into trouble with the law...

went to work yesterday. got a part time job lasting 2 days frm shiwen's fren. its quite cool actually, i had fun. we got to be secret shoppers for microsoft and our target is the computer shops at sim lim square and funan. we had to go in, pretend we wanted to buy a PC and see if they promoted pirated software. if they were 'clean',we gave them $20 cash. so actually it was quite dangerous cos we were carrying alot of cash with us. get robbed and i die. funan was very 'clean'.we had to question more at sim lim. and i made a mistake. so paiseh!! i went into the wrong shop and gave out the 20 bucks! cant believe how blur i am. then there was this shop which only caters to corporate users and refused to serve me. the 3 other colleagues in my shift were guys and 1 of them encountered this problem too. he went in and said that he's planning to set up a small company and needs about 5 computers. the salesperson was suspicious but only said that they dont get walk in customers but they did serve him. but if i kena this kind of shop again, i cant go in saying the same thing lor. as if they will believe me. anyway, we worked for like less than 2 hrs, slacking the rest of the time. cos the company has to pay us a minimum of 4 hrs. hahaha...

Exodus 04' - Utada Hikaru
i had a trial listen to the cd in tower records yesterday. honestly, i prefer her japanese songs. i liked her english song before, 'simple and clean'. its the english version of 'hikari', and also the theme song for the ps2 game 'kingdom hearts'. that's a nice song. but this english album is catered more for the american audience i guess. the style of all the tracks are similar-RnB but just more special. i liked easy breezy and exodus 04' but the rest dont really stand out i think. but the lyrics are quite catchy though, as in u will really notice and listen to them. all in all, i still prefer her japanese albums

woohoo! taufik won the singapore idol last nite! i think overall he is better than sylvester, his vocals and dressing...
anyway, hui told me some bad news today. the landlord gave us 1 mth notice for us to move out. we told him to cancel it yesterday. i'm not goin to pay 1 mth's rent for nothing. then angela complained to hui that our hse very messy and dirty. and that our bathroom floor an basin so dirty and stained. so fucked up. their hse was oredi dat dirty and stained when we got it, if not worse. they handed us a dirty hse so they have no right to say that its dirty now. they gave us a hse full of problems and now they want a hse sparkling clean back? they can go and die~ bet they are gonna blame us for all the problems in the hse. next time gotta be smarter. hui say she learnt alot this time. but i think we just learnt how much we dont noe. now we got the problem about our internet subscription. really need to find someone to take over. if any of u needs/knows anyone who needs starhub cable internet, PLS let me know. thanks!
on to the happier stuff, i met up with meizhen,shiwen,xinyi and les for lunch at marche on tue. we made meizhen finish an ice cream crepe on her own. shiwen and les didnt eat much so it wasnt really that fun. then les left while the 4 of us just picked a movie to watch. we caught Bridget Jones. quite a nice movie. i saw ida working at carrefour too. queued up at her counter by chance. after they show, i wanted to look for a present for ying while shiwen was looking for a present for gary. we walked into the adidas shop den saw this bottle with a unique shape. we both bought it on the spot. fastest bdae shopping ever! haha...i also saw this very nice pair of sneakers. but i dont tink got my size. xinyi's feet just fit the largest size. hai...sad. and so qiao,i found out that ying was having her attachment at suntec so i met up with her. her pay is gd...$600 excluding OT pay. thats high...
gd luck to me on sun...hope it wont be that bad...

met up with shiwen on fri. we walked from PS to heeren to taka and paragon only to walk all the way back to PS. wanted to get this precious thots musical jewelry box for meizhen but all the shops were out of stock. in the end still have to go back to the original shop. we filled the box up with hersheys chocs then tied it up with purple ribbon. it looks very sweet. haha...so pinkish. walk until my legs so tired.
yesterday, i finally met up with the gals to go sentosa. but in the end only got yun,ling,nana and me. that hui overslept. she was still in bed when i called her at 12 lor. then les also, forgot that we were supposed to meet this week. we just wasted the day at sentosa, sitting and chatting for 3 hrs. lucky nv rain. but cos i sat on one side, my right arm became red while my left arm was ok. argh...i gonna end up with an uneven tan again. after that, we went orchard for dinner. realised i was really hungry when i started eating. lol...hui finally joined us and we shopped around.
yun and ling, sorry i went off so early. we'll meet again soon k~

Today's gonna be another long day. Oh well,I'm meeting shiwen tml. And i'll be meeting the gals to go sentosa on sat. That's worth looking forward to. have been blog surfing just now. Came across some pretty nice and interesting blogs. call me a busybody but this is actually quite fun, getting to see wad's going on in other pple's lives around the world...I mean how else would u get to know wad a teenager in Germany, reporter in Iraq and an air steward travelling the world is thinking. The world is in my com. haha...
Oh yah,i watched Shutter the other day. That was some horror show. Never closed my eyes so many times before. Was scary frm the 1st min to the last. The ghost was one hell of a sight. White face with bloody features,esp the eyes. Its scary cos this time,u actually get to see the ghost's face. Unlike those jap and korean shows where the ghosts just have too much hair.
Have fun u all! Esp ling on ur trip. So xian mu. sigh...

WoOhOo! its been 3 freaking weeks but now... its O.V.E.R!! yay, cant wait to go out!

hai...this past week has been most unproductive. i havent been studying much. *guilty* but i feel like i'm in holiday mood le. last wed,shiwen finally came over to stay. we went to watch Shark's Tale in the afternoon with hui n her jc classmates,pei,yu,jud and yuan man. all 10 of us. weird combi...though i noe all of them,it feels like we're watching in 3 different grps. after e movie,shiwen n i left on our own. bought alot of things back den slacked for most of e nite. we had jus sat down to study for less than 1 hr when shiwen say she's hungry. since our hse was practically empty,we went out to buy snacks at 7-11---at 12am. cool huh. but e whole nanyang market was full of bangla workers. really fun to have her over. too bad have to study or can slack ard more.
after that,my whole mind was on play mode. didnt study as much for my organic chem. its supposed to be my fave sub. was quite disappointed with myself actually cos i didnt finish e paper. misunderstood e qn and did too slow.
will be having biochem and computing this week. den no more studying! i'm really trying to concentrate on studying but nth ever seems to get into my head. hai...how? i'm way behind time! and this stupid sore throat of mine is really uncomfortable. now have to talk softly. and my appetite is gone too. hai...mus jia you tml. pls let me be able to study...cant understand how i can be so slack

jus changed my template! had been saving it for quite long. but now see like not as nice as the previous one. shall find another one during the hols. kk, time to study again!

hiya~i came across this song lyrics on the net. dun tink its very accurate, the lyrics seem kinda weird at parts but its quite a nice song. this is the english version of lin jun jie's 'hai pa'. its penned by himself. shd listen to it if u hav the chance.

Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to myself
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think
I never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

anyway, i'm left with 3 more papers! 3 more papers and i'm freeeee....

shucks!i dunno wad happen to my template. i merely deleted the webmusic code and somehow the whole side bar is gone now. my links and tagboard! argh! too tired le. shall do it when i'm free. which will be like after exams? hai...

ok,i havent blogged in like ages. not much has happened ba. jus dat i finally got to meet up with e gals and meizhen a few weeks ago. so miraculous dat all of us were free on one sat. nan de... on a sadder note, got to learn that mdm eng has passed away a few weeks ago. the news spread like wildfire. was supposed to go to her funeral wake but in e end me and hui didnt go. felt kinda bad... mdm eng was still so young lor. life is so unpredictable. really have to treasure the pple around u before they are gone.
anyway, these fews weeks has been very stressful. i have never been so stressed before in my entire life. i'm always having to rush lab reports and tutorials. yun,is it like that in poly? cant imagine this is only the first sem. dun even have time to study. didnt do very well for my biochem quiz. and its mcq lor. haiz... but i'm finally finished with everything today. exams are next week! wonder how to finish. see everybody so pia, i oso very stressed. then become very moody lately. cant gao xing qi lai. no reason to anyway. i want my life back!
but at least now i noe more pple in class. or shd i say, more pple noe me. i was so insignificant in class before. the presentation has made me closer to some of the rest. but nick chose to quit sch 1 mth before exams. tink its stupid lor. he wants to transfer to law in nus but he quit sch before even he appeal. tink very wasted. den now everybody treat him as an asshole cos of the project.
i cant wait for exams to be over. i wanna meet up with my frens. i wanna enjoy my hols. i wanna go out. and i hope there's chalet.
gd luck to pple having exams!

whew...had an enjoyable day today.went to jurong bird park with hui and wanyu.havent been there since i was 6.really had a fun time seeing all the cute birds.there was one parrot which kept folowing the direction of the music from wanyu's hp ringtone.very smart and musically inclined.haha...but the best part was when we were at the waterfall avairy.we were lucky enough to catch the feeding session.thot it would be boring but tens of different birds began flying around us to feed on the worms.very spectacular.i asked the keeper to let me try.he put a handful of worms on my palm,den the birds perched on my hands to eat.it was really special.the worms were really ticklish though.hui didnt dare to try.the highlight of the day was supposed to be the new exhibit,the lory loft.it would have been if not for the bird shit that i kena right smack in my face.couldnt have been luckier.well,there were like hundereds of lories flying free. there was a suspension bridge too but the australia one is still the best.i still like lories though,even after wad one of them has done.they are less fearful of humans.and i still have the photo from perth!took alot of pics today.mb i can upload after developing.

at nite,we caught the 9.30pm show of 'white chicks' with shuhui.wanted to watch the midnite show but shuhui think too late.too bad.the show was totally hilarious!should go and watch.really worth the money.
haiz...still got lab tml.hope it wont be another disaster.

love,
angie